Things that happen all these times...

Officially Graduated ~~

2010-12-08T03:17:00.003+08:00

Things went so fast that i have no time to capture to many special moments that i miss out in my life...
Everything went through so fast..
It all started when i got my memories kept inside my *hard disk* inside my head...

Things went back when i was born to this world..
Went to kindergarten when i was 4yrs, graduated when i was 6.
Went to primary school when i was 7yrs, UPSR exam and graduated after 6yrs.
Went to Secondary school when i was 13, and NOW, SPM finish, graduated ??
I think so...

Start to think about graduating since i entered school, but now, officially
graduated. How do i feel ? nothing special. Happy and down at the same time..
Happy because there's still lots of thing out there in the world waiting for me
to explore...
Sad because, everything's gonna change...
Feels so weird when everything went so fast...
few weeks ago, before SPM... I really hope time can slow down...Don't know why..Just wish it can be slower a bit... i start to miss it...
Classmates ?? Band mates ?? Friends ?? teachers ?? Been through so much of things.

Everyone got their own planning for their future, different too ~~
Letitia? going to Perth to study next year...
Sia Shi Wei? going to Perth too..
Jason ? study ADP in Taylors, than off to America...
Fred ? still deciding Taylors or other places..
Jeremy ? back to his hometown, kch... Swinburne..
Vien ? probably Sunway ?
Yan ? Curtin ? model ? hahaha XD..
Yi hong ? Sunway or Taylors?
Alvince ? He have no answer yet.. waiting for his mum ~
Me ? Gonna be in Taylors having my diploma than degree...
Others have their own plan too...
When is our class having Gathering ?? hahaa !!
Am waiting !! barbeque, buffet, steambot, ANYTHING !!
Once a 5s6 student, FOREVER a 5S6 Student...

Wondering what's gonna happen next year in KL. Haha, hope everything's gonna be fine..
Leaving in one week, am gonna be in Taiwan !! hahaha..
Who wanna buy things, PLEASE DO SMS ME... hahaha.. and pay me too !!!

Precious....

2010-11-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

Wondering why am i still up and blog in this long lost blog....
Time flies... Missing all those things that grown up with me...
Really miss it a lot...

15 days to SPM... its near tho... this means that everything have come to an end..
It finally end but there's something more unexpectable in our future..
Waiting for my forecast, applying for Taylors university college..
Studying hospitality management... Whose going with me ?? Noone.. hahah
Tell me if there's someone who is going too... 1st intake !!!

5S6...
Never think that i'll end up in this class with all these peoples..
But, these peoples make my upper form life more colorful...
Thank you... All the stupid things, those missions, the "PLANNED" exam,
the teachers.... hahah !! hard to describe the feelings i got
with me now... Gonna miss it !! Reunion please !!

my superb classmate... Chang song enn, vivien yong, letitia wong, jeremy lim,
Frederick Lee, Sia Shi Wei, Jason Wong, Ko Wei Hong,
Kong Tze Chiat, Lim Yang Kuang, Christopher, Lester,
Wei Lun, Angela, Nyuk Hui, Ming Hui, Max, Rui Ming, Lik soon,
krishenshen, Cindy.

My Teachers........ Pn Bhal, Cikgu Faz, Cikgu Hanis, Teacher Mageret, Cikgu
Norliyana, Teacher Andrew, Teacher Wong Chui Ping, Cikgu
Menaga, Miss Tu, Mr THoo...

And also, my band.. Miss ya always... am not there for a long time, but it doesnt mean tht my heart is not with you... my heart will always be there for you...
Form 5 bandmates, Tong pik jeng, teo jia yii, hii jia ming, wong yee yen, sia chew ling, grace chin, yap yee shen, louis chang, jessie ng, lau sheau nyuik, daniel tie, alvince, ng yi hong, hanim, teh ching ean...
Thank you too... Miss you all...

Band is a very special team that always co-operate hard enough to achieve things...This make it special and hard to forgot in my life... memorable trips and practice..

Thank you a lot !!
5S6 is so gonna be kept in my mind forever...
A class with a small number, normal, simple human being that make this class
special and meaningful enough to be kept always in my box of memories...

"The world comes to life and everything's bright, from beginning to end when you have friends by your side.. that helps you to find the beauty you are, when you open your heart and believe in a gift of a friend"

Last days ~~

2010-09-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

Erm, 64 more days to go for the real SPM...
And i actually don't feel like an exam going on ??
Just finish my trial 1, which actually sucks.. but oh well, i did not study at all..
So what can i expect for my result...
1A+ 1B 3C+ 3C 1E... GOSH ~!! TOTALLY SUCKS !!
But at least no GGG !! ><

What can i say, is it time for me to give it a try ?? Mayb just study for only 1 month more... Than *poof* no more secondary school life...
How i wish that time could stop now... hahah...
For once, i was quite excited to graduate from sec. school... but now, feel down...
The friends i got for all these years... when can i meet them after we all go for
further studies.. they might be chances !! hahaha !!

For now, the only thing i should concentrate on is my studies ~~ lalala...
Try it for my own good.... !! ><... Form 5, let's get prepared for the SPM !! ^^

First Day of School after one month plus~ Happy new yr !

2010-01-04T16:58:00.005+08:00

Time pass so fast...Golly Jee, its seems like yesterday, i was still having my band camp with my band mates, and now, school finally starts...

First day of school, what happen?? nah, there is nth much special, just tons of task given by our teacher...GOSH...FORM 5 this yr...And the teacher start teaching on the first day, n giving homeworks...
I think i have BM quiz starting on tml onwards till friday !!! OMG...how m i gonna study all the form 4 thingy with in few days time... having a quiz for Bio this friday too....everything....is....making...me... CRAZY !!!!! ok, i should calm down now...haha...finish my work first..><...but before that, i would like finish this post first ^.^....hahh !!

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New Year Night !!
I forgot to wish ya'll happy new year !!! afternoon, after the stupid school thingy, went to have BBQ with the form 4s...Oosh, oosh, oosh !! hahaha..The 3838s !! hahaha.. having a very nice time with them all...after that, i went out again with some frens... Ching ean la, yi hong, chew ling them...happy memories ><... hahaha !! we watch Alvin And the Chipmunks... they are so adorable !! hahaha... cute !!!!

Christmas and New Year Eve Celebration..

2009-12-30T14:25:00.004+08:00

28th of december night.....
Chung Hua band's Christmas and New Year Eve Celebration....
Venue, The Grand Palace Hotel....

hahaha....That day was quite a day, as our CH band members had our music camp and finish at 5pm, but we had to arrive at 6.30pm.... As everyone know, we never ended our music camp early, we usually end around 5.15 o 5.20pm...hahaha... Everyone is in a hurry i think, some went to theirs frens house and prepare instead of going back to their own house... hahhaa.. But i did manage to go back home and prepare my things... Thank you JENG... haha... I even follow her car to the party.... ><...

The celebration was quite nice, we have to prepare our own present and exchange with others.... hahaa...SORRY VIVIAN KUAN !!! THAT IS YOUR FAITH.....hahaha... Present number 14, who ever go that night, must have know that that present was QUITE A SPECIAL ONE !!! HAHAHA.... I got the present number 19, which was prepared by Sonia..hahah !! hahaha...it was a bear, a cute one... That night was a very special night indeed, thank you everyone !! thank you...

Kinda miss the old times when i was just a kid in band... everything is well prepared for us... and now, as a senior o watever so called " COMMITTEE " we have to plan all these things by ourself, using our own brain... hahaha.. Its not easy... stress coming out from nowhere... but for now, by using the last year of mine in CH, i hope i will have some unforgettable memories locked in my mind.... All sort of memories needed, the one having fun with juniors, seniors, committee and ex members, the sad one, the "F"ing memories, the mad one... I need it all... hahaha.. Everyone knows that i missed all kind of band events for quite some time, half year i suppose ? hahaha.. but am back now, ready for all of the things...

The last band camp i've join, the last christmas and new yr party i've join.... i treat these events as the last time, which i cant confirm i will be joining next yr end... who knows where will i be, mayb KL ? ready for my new life ? mayb going vacation with my frens ? who knows... But at least i know that, its happy to be with y'all !!

Ok, here are some pictures... ><....

still got many pics, go to my facebook and check it out...hahah !!
go to my facebook...

finally !!! I'm back to my bloggie....

2009-12-25T13:33:00.003+08:00

Gosh, finally i got the time to sit down and write my blog....I went to kuching for a month, and when i was back, i go straight to school to join the Band annual fun camp... Its was very nice then, after the camp, i join the nonami camp...gosh i was so so so so tired !!!! gosh...but somehow, i feel very happy...
I miss all these since three yrs ago...i never had one of these memories before...and i realize, that moment where all the form 4s work together, play together, crap together will be a very very nice memory to me...I love you all...As to some form 4s, before mayb i nvr try to play with you guys, o mayb influence by someone...but after that camp, we all become so good, my brother CHING EAN !!! YI HONG !! HANIM!!! hahaha... I hope that all the juniors might have some space for me in their very own memories...hehehehehe.... Jia you..Lets Countdown, 6 more days, We form4s gotta say goodbye to the form 4 yr...and we're now, Form 5... and thank god, i m still in the same class...5s6 !!!!!!! hhahaa..

share some pictures to you all...hahaa..
the chickies..

group photo in bistro..

Big Group photo of form 4s..

Things tht happen today ! hahaha <3

2009-11-12T17:38:00.004+08:00

Ok, First of all...i wake up at 7.30am !! IN THE MORNING !!
Haha, actually, i am going for my law exam at MyEG...
So i have to wake up so early....I reach Dave Deli and meet
with yan and vien around 9am...we actually study there...haha !
Ok, this is wat makes me feel frustrating, i studied the LAW,
And golly jee, all the things are in BM !! My BM sucks as
everyone knows..haha...So i did try my best to study it..

We walk across the road to reach the MyEG...tht yan and vien ar,
I only can use one word to describe them, HOPELESS !!!!!!!!!
They keep scream when they cross the road, oh gosh ! sia soi !!
we reach the place bout 9.50am...then register for the exam...
start the exam around 9.55am, and finish at 10.17am...
I was VERY SCARE when i start to answer the questions...GOSH !!
But whu Knows...ANDA TELAH LULUS !! haha...
Jumlah markah tuan/puan adalah seperti berikut :
Seksyen A : 12/15
Seksyen B : 25/25
Seksyen C : 9/10
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Jumlah Markah : 46/50
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Markah Lulus : 42/50

what a relief !! i passed it !! yea...
After tht we have our lunch at nagaliar !! NASI LEMAK !
then I follow alvince car to school, as he is going to pass by
Imperial...haha..i attend the so called REHEARSAL in CH...
Is tht a rehearsal ?? i dun think so...haha...happy happy ><

May God Bless everyone ><

Pictures for my birthday !!!

2009-11-12T17:18:00.003+08:00

celebrate my birthday at grand palace :

Our presents !! haha...

Me, vien and yan !!

My birthday cake ><

Happy birthday to Me !! hehe ><...

2009-11-09T21:40:00.004+08:00

Okay, i m Officially 17 years old today !! hahaha...
I actually celebrate earlier with my frens last night...
Thanks Yan !! Vien !! Pusaran and other ppl...haha...
Actually, Last night was the appreciation dinner for our school
magazine board !! It was held at one of the hotel in MIRI, Grand palace!
haha...so they celebrate together with it...haha..
Its a very nice and memorable night..Indeed, A CRAZY NIGHT for all
of us...haha... The Food at grand palace were quite nice !! haha..
Attention to all the members of Magazine board,
4S5 and 4S6 only...hahaha...we r TOTALLY HOPELESS !! hahaha..
Next time lets go to sing TOGETHER !!! hahaha...

Tonight i had my dinner with my mum, and my mums fren...haha...
Nice dinner tho...I had my dinner at Grand Palace...AGAIN !!
i think we spend bout RM300++...haha..
OK....Its time for me to make THREE WISHES....

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1st wish :
I hope that the plannings for my future will came true...
2nd wish :
I HOPE THAT I CAN SEE SUPER JUNIOR ONCE IN MY LIFE !!! NOT JUST ONCE
BUT MANY MANY TIMES !! hahaha...
3rd wish :
I hope tht i can meet S**** !!! hahaha....

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Funny wishes...haha !!
Try to upload the picture later...All the pics are still in my Phone...
Thank you for the wishes from all of you !!
May god bless you !!

holidays are coming ~

2009-10-31T21:27:00.011+08:00

hahah..finally !!! Exam finish...So happy !!! gosh...
After these two weeks, i still manage to SURVIVE after so many papers...
I HATE EXAMS...but, no choice...haha...

Nowadays, i m so into korean songs..GOSH..haha...And also 宫心计!!
damn NICE !!Just love it.. the main cast are 杨怡，佘诗曼，郑嘉颖，陈豪，
米雪，关菊英 and others.I strongly recommend everyone to watch this movie!
Really nice...

And today !! i just got some new albums !!! MY FAVOURITE THESE DAYS !!!
SSSSUUUUPPPEEEERRR JJJUUUNNNNIIIOOOORRRRR !!!!!!!!! WWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOTTT !!
OMG...so nice !! Just love them !! hwaiting !!
SEE PICTURES ~!!

Super Junior and Super Junior M ~

Girls' Generation !! So nyuh shi dae !! ~

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!! hahaha...

Kurikulum pendidikan pemandu (KPP) - Panduan Pembelajaran

2009-10-11T22:21:00.009+08:00

Today morning, i woke up at 6.35am...hahaha...

Need to get to Boulevard there to have some lessons bout driving...
Theory de la...hahha...

Reach the place bout 7.30am, and wait for song enn and vien ~~
I wait till almost old ar, lol !! whu noes suddenly meet dao lyn ler...
then talk with her lo...

The place is so cold and boring..hahhaa..almost sleep le ar...lets see some picture..

the things the they gave...lol

what am i doing? hahaha ><><...haha

the teacher ~~ hahaha ><

the receipt ~~ hahaha >

We almost finish the lesson at 2.10pm...haha ><..
then go home lo...hope tht can drive next year ~~ hehe ><..

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To a best friend : <3

Sometimes u just feel that things doesnt went like what u had expect...

But, why dun try to accept it and BELIEVE it... ><..

It does means alot, i know...

But...Smile ><...hehe...

Love u ~~

Bout Today 04/10/09..

2009-10-04T21:26:00.009+08:00

Today, woke up late in the morning, bout 11something i think..

Then my dad cook something for me to eat...><...just some Mee ~~

then i follow my mum out !! haha...Boring huh ~

Ok, we went to Parkson and took bout 45 minutes to parked our car
atthe Stupid basement of parkson, wat the F*** !! GOLLY JEE, so long ar ~

Ok, we went to Optiprimus ~ my mum need to learn something...
Bout MacBook ~After tht went out with Yik yuen n alvince AGAIN !

Let me show some of the pic tht i took this afternoon ~~ HEHEH !!
We went to have high tea at imperial restaurant ~~ looks nice ?? it even taste nice ~~ hehe ><...

OMG ! i forget my bloggie !!

2009-10-04T21:02:00.007+08:00

Lol...I think i din care bout my blog FOR LIKE ONE MONTH !!!
I just leave it here...How's life ?? same as usual...haha...went to school, crap
with song enn n the gang....then homeworks( but i only do in school, i nvr get
to finish it >< )...haha... Erm... I m thinking wat to share to y'all here...
let's see... Shall I start from yesterday ?? hahaha... OK... Yesterday ~~ i went
out to get my new phone !! Finally, after 5 months(i think) i finally get my new
phone, i think everyone should be totally Wat the heck u get this colour for the phone !!
Erm, for me i think its ok...haha...

guess what colour i get for my new phone ><

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Person A : WHITE !!

Person B : RED !! cox howard loves red !
Person C : No, he dont love red, he loves thing the SHINE n SHIMMERING !!
Howard : What the heck !! hahaha...But indeed its a colour a boy will never
choose,its...........PINK COLOUR !! Shock right ?

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Ok, now i have to explain..haha...I went to parkson as my mum say she wanted
to buy thingsthere too, s i din have chances to go other places to buy too... so we went to parkson...I go around those handphone shops and have a look, i think all the shop are like out of other colours of this phone C901...so i dun have choice but to take it... i bought my phone at Alphacom in parkson...n i met my fren Shi wei too~~ haha...
Have a look ><...hahaha... The front view~

The back view ~

Any comment ?? haha ><...just love the phone...nice one...hehe !!

Korean ~~~

2009-09-07T23:30:00.008+08:00

How can korean singers, actors be so nice ~~ OMG...love them !! hahaha...
good looking too ><...three of my best korean actors n singers ><..

KIM BUM, SO NYUH SHI DAE, SS501 !! nice..no regrets !!

KIM BUM !!!woot ~~ heheXD

Kim Bum !!! I'm going to meet you now ~~!! his song !! nice..

So nyuh shi dae !! Tell me your wish genie~~!! Listen~~

SS501 !! U R man ~~!!! Deja Vu !! GO AND LISTEN !! ><

NICE SONG !!!!! hehe ><...KIM BUM BEST ><...

Boys Over Flower ><

2009-09-06T18:21:00.006+08:00

It seems like this post is kinda late....i think almost everyone finish watching this drama, but i just finish it yesterday ><...hehehe.... Nice drama it is....those boys are too....WOW...hahaha... some pics of my FAV actor !! heheXD
SOO YII JEONG !! KIM BUN !!!!

Love this drama !! Woot !!!

Steambot with frens !!!

2009-09-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after watching my Boys Over flower...i went out to have steambot with Yan, Vien, Fred and yun fan !! hahah ><...i reach there quite late loo...but i still go there n have dinner with them ><..Someone will be super regret i think...hehehe.. We ate quite many things...nice too ...hahaha...PUSARAN !!! ><....

Pics ><... happy eating with them ><

hahaha ><..

2009-09-06T18:02:00.004+08:00

Long time no post things lo...
Just came back from Kch last wednesday ><...hahah...went there to play.. I went out with John n timmy...lol, n watch a movie named " District 9 "..quite nice tho...
John, Me, Timmy..pics ~~

WTF is going on !!!!!

2009-08-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

The 15th Malaysian Secondary School Marching Band Competition have ended yesterday afternoon...And u Know wat...THE RESULTS !!! WAT THE FUCK IS THT !!!!!

Gold
1st: SMK Sultanah Asma, Kedah
2nd: SMK Sam Tet, Perak
3rd: SMK Chung Hwa Wei Sin, Terengganu
Johor - SMK Tun Fatimah, Johor

Silver
SMK St. Joseph, Sarawak
SMK St. John, Kuala Lumpur
SMK Chung Hwa, Kelantan
MGSS, Pahang

Bronze
SMK Derma, Perlis
SMJK Jit Sin, P.Pinang
SMJK Kwang Hua, Selangor

Best Preparation:
1st: Tun Fatimah
2nd: Sultanah Asma
3rd: Sam Tet

Best CG:
1st: SMK St.John - KL
2nd: SMK St.Joseph - Sarawak
3rd: Tun Fatimah - Johor

Best Drum Major
1st: SMK Sam Tet
2nd: Kelantan
3rd: CHWS

Can u BELIEVE THT SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH ACTUALLY GET GOLD AWARD ??
HELL NO !!! Just cant believe it....
This years National Competition is the BEST NAT COMP EVER !!

But in my heart, some bands deserve BETTER than what they get in this competition...
Saint Joseph Kuching Marching Show Band, You guys have done a really great job in Nationals...
Those with their eyes on it, sure know u guys deserve it !! Proud of u guys !!

Ora Et. Labora !!!

Tired =.='''

2009-08-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

Today, we just finish our nonami music camp, damn tired....
Our Band is trying to have a concert during the end of the year....
Hoping to success...haha...Good luck ! ><
We've practice so many songs for these three days...i think 24 ??
But we din manage to polish all songs, just to go through all the songs ><..hahaa..

For now, My house have 2 japan students living with me for bout one week..
They reach Miri on Monday, n till now then i manage to MENTION bout it in my blog...haha..
they are leaving on this Sunday afternoon...lol...Nice person they are...hahaha

just another boring day...LOL...
This sunday morning is gonna be our schools food fair, n its gonna be the national level for the Marching Band Competition. The Joy of Football !!!
SJSK u can be the best team i believe !! Jia You....Someone will help me to send my regards to
you guys...hahaha...Hope to be there, but...hahaa...Best wishes !!

p.s uncle get well soon ar ~~ haha...beware of H1N1 !! hehe..rest well !

H1N1 !!!!

2009-07-30T15:34:00.002+08:00

Lol...My school kena close DOWN becox of influenze A, H1N1 !! hahaha..
So CH students are kinda like having their holiday now...Happy right ?
but duno when will be our replacement for this stupid School closing down incident. sienz.
Now staying at home, boring...hahaha...

Yesterday watch some taiwan drama ><...a very old taiwan drama...
Devil besides me 恶魔在身边.
Old drama but then nicey ><.hehe.
Went out with a bunch of frens, Jia yii, yee shen, pik jeng, alvince, chew ling, grace, jessie n me ><..
eight of us went out n have lunch at Mcd, then head for the cinema to watch ICE AGE ><...
CUTE !! Damn Cute...hahaha...nice movie ><...LOL...

back agn...

2009-07-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

ahaha...gosh, the last post was like two weeks before...
n i totally forgot i hav a blog ><....lol...
I've been quite ok these days><.hehehe....
no worries...just something did happen....hahaha..

As usual, i get up at 5 in the morning, go to school at 6.15, n reach bout 6.25..
then got band morning practice till 6.50 then morning roll call in school...
then my class starts from 7 - 12.40 in the noon.

this week, its Chung hua's sukan week i think....so all the afternoon classes are canceled...
wohho....its just because i did not take part in any sports...
as everyone know tht, Howard is a lazy one ><...

Erm...And for today, there was an education fair held in our school.
Only form 5s n form 6s are allowed to the edu fair.
somehow i try to sneak during the last period was going on. i din take chinese, so nah, i dun
have classes at all ><...heeeXD....i went to find my dream job, well tht is the HOTEL ofcox><...hehe...then the person at the some sorta like booth, starts to tell me bout it....
hmmm...she introduce me bout a University located in Switzerland, a top 3 hospitality management uni in the WORLD!! haha...
she show me pictures of the school..where it is located...gosh, its so nice...damn it, i would like to crawl to tht school t study lah !! hahaha ><..

but for now, i might have to face the faith, i m in CH now, so...Nah, its stil far i my dreams for me to reach it....but somehow i know i can ><...as i m the Fabulous one ><...hehehe...

Full stop.....

2009-06-29T11:34:00.002+08:00

I've tried before, maybe not my very best,
But at least thats my full shot for it.
And what i get is out of my expectation.

Maybe its time for me to end it,
I have to end whats living in my heart for like a long time.
Do you think that its me, myself who choose to end it ?

Somehow i think that everything must have come to an end,
Mayb leting it off, having some new things is what i should have done.

Nothing else was left behind, only a full stop.
I think 've find a perfect spot for it.

I may have lose to you,
but i am still the fabulous one.
What i've got is much more meaningful than everything else.

Do YOU understand ??

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To meow, miao and my boy ~~
Thank you all very much.
What i get from you guys, is the real you. hugs.

Meow ~
You've walk with me side by side for a long long time, and i think somehow,
thank you is not the word for you, it should have be more than that.

We came from a totally two different worlds, but something tied us up close together.
Mayb this is what called fate, right ?

And only you, can se the real me, who i am, the one with no mask on it,
a totally not sharpay one. Maybe i've chosen you to let you see the real me.
And you r the one tht i can rely on. HUGS !!!

Miao ~
Hmmm....I dont know much about you, but somewhere deep in my heart,
theres always a place for you..HUGS !!

My boy ~
Somehow, you've make yourself a path to walk into my life ? A cuddling person you are.
Cheer me up sometimes ? but you can be very very MANJA sometimes. haha XD.
But still, you are my boy, the one and only, noone else but you ? hahaha. Hugs !!!

Cherish what we’ve got throughout our life – Friends and Friendship

2009-06-29T11:19:00.003+08:00

There are thousands and millions of people in this world, do you think that we all know the real meaning of friendship? I think there is no answer for this question. Everyone got their own answer somewhere deep in their own heart. Friends was given to us as a present by the god, it is priceless and precious at the same time. Do I have a friend that makes me feel that he or she is priceless and precious? Yes, I do.

Do you know that friends act as an important role in our life? Maybe some of them just act as a very normal friend in our life, but some of them actually help us a lot in everything. Everything means a lot, like when u feel bad, you can always have a friend besides you, accompany you and maybe your friend can also be a very good listener.

For me, I’ll like to cherish every moment that me and my friend spent together. Because I know that there is nothing called friendship forever, it is hard to maintain a friendship for like a long time, but it is still easy to cherish every moment that we’ve been together.

I’ll like to cherish it now because I know friendships aren’t meant to be forever, and I might lose it anytime. A lot of people go through their life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one for them to bounce ideas around, or talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are just at the mercy of life, standing alone without anyone besides them.

I’d like to say thank you for being the one that I can call on when I am happy or upset. Thank you for being the one that support me for every need. Thank you.Friendship is kind of blessing, and a friend is the channel through whom great emotional, spiritual, and sometimes even physical blessings flow. Friends can cheer us when we are sorrowful and depressed. Friends can challenge us when we allow ourselves to get beyond our reasonable boundaries. Friends can motivate us when we are ready to give in, and they can provide for us when life falls apart.

Sometimes, they are the one that we choose to share life’s pleasant and memorable moment. We often just want them around to have a good time, to laugh, to act stupid, to enjoy some mutually liked activity. In how many ways have friends enriched us in our lives and made us feel cared, loved, accepted and respected? There are probably too much for me to list out.

Friends and friendship do means a lot to me. “Once in a life time, means there’s no second chance”, we have only one chance to own it, why don’t we just cherish and have it but not losing it.

whats happening ~

2009-06-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

Wonder why, i start to think a lot....
Somehow i lost my confident, where is it ? hope i can get it back soon..
Have faith in yourself Howard, You are the one and only.
The show must go on, a single spolight awaits for the arrival for you....
Believe is wat u need now....

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The Climb by Miley Cyrus...love it ><
I can almost see it,
That dream i'm dreaming but,
Theres a voice inside my head saying,
" You'll never reach it ",
Every steps i'm taking,
Every move i make feels,
Lost with no direction,
my faith is shaking.

But i, gotta keep trying,
Gotta keep my head held high,

Theres always gonna be another mountain,
I'm always gonna wana make it move,
Always gonna be a uphill battle,
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose ~~~

Nice song, love the lyrics and the song...meaningful ~

p.s thanks meow ~~ hahaha...
boy ar, daddy miss u too~~ thank you,hugs.
Love you two XD

Yea ME !!! heheXD

2009-06-14T08:52:00.003+08:00

Erm... i have totally no idea to write what suddenly, feel so awkward... ><..
ok, lets start with my holidays, how was i during vacation ??
First week, sick with some stupid papers in school..hahahaXD....
I know i've been bad, i skip the some sort like test n ran away to kuching...hahaha..
I got reasons k !!! hahaha...

My aunt in kch got cancer, last few yrs she got large intestine cancer n she get cured, but it seems like she got herself three more new ones in a row.....haihz..feel sad...
when i first saw her in kch, OMG... duno its the med o the kimo she used, make her suddenly get very chubby, imean like fat ?? aiya, duno how to say la.... just feel very bad bout her...
Duno why, when i went to the hospital with her, n waited outside with my aunt ( another one ), it seems like all the patients are so strong, i mean they do not cry for their sickness, their sorta like stand up n fight for it.. so for us, whu are lucky to be normal try to stand up for everything, dun get beat easily, this is wad i observe after going in to the hospital with them... Aunt Nana, You can !! stand up n fight for your health, good luck, i will go back to kch again... stay happy !

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Ok, and somemore things happen in kch ofcox... going with DATE with two frens in kch, LOL !!!
Thank you Eric John Wong n his " Laopo " ( john) for the dinner, Althought the food in the wateva called ASIAN RECIPE, is like tatally awful, gosh... but its kinda memorable, i mean the food... it got a special kind of spices mayb, special smell... yucks, cant believe i'm writing it in my blog.. i should have vomit..hahaha... but i end up order another plate of sambal fried rice right ?? dunno ler, i think i should have got it right... tht one still ok, i manaege to ALMOST finish all of it... haha... NO MORE ASIAN RECIPE if any of u guys wanna date me ar !! hahahaXD.

Most of the time i spend at home, doing nothing... helping my little cousin, Anthea Bong, to draw her holiday HW... LOL... to boring mayb, Game with her, go to my grnadma house almost everyday... went to hospital...fetch Anthea to tuition, smses, phone calls, msn, listen to my ipod...
i think thts how i spend my time during holidays...hahaha...

Oh ya, i did spend MONEY too...haha...bought a extremely FABULOUS wallet for myself ><...quicksilver ( anyone know this brand? )...hehe...it cost bout like RM 70, but i bought it with a discount, 20%, hohoho....so only RM56.++ haha....Cheap right ? heheheXD...its green n yellow colour somehow...haha...

i think i wll post some of my pics on the next post, i gotta go now i think, later still got performance for the dance humanity, i hope i wont get nything wrong ><..hahaha...

YEA ME !!! haha, jia you !!

p.s MISSING SOMEONE BADLY !! huhu~~~ u noe whu u r.... hugs XD

Lalalalala..~~~

2009-05-29T17:43:00.005+08:00

gosh !! I really do hate exams...
You see, i just back from state level band competition, and wat do u expect from me ?!?! AN A1 ??
GOSH...you must be insane...i think i've stop study from march...
We started to prepare spain trip and state lvl comp...so i din enter for like the whole month...
I misses almost every chapter of every subjects....GOSH !!!

I think its ok for me, cox i wont study for it ! I'll just give up !! hahaha... the best choice is to gv up !! totally give up for this semester...
Next week our holiday starts....haha..
I think i will be going to kch....lalala...to visit my relatives and my bro...since he's not coming back for the hols... i think somehow i forgot how he lok like ? hahah...nah, it wont happen to me...i got pictures...haha....

Its just a boring day for me to share some stupid things up here...hahaha...
Yesterday celebrate zhangs day ( duan wu jie ) .. eating zhong zi and bla bla bla...haha
me and some friends ( kurt, alvince ) went to jillys house...and we play eggs !!! it rally do stood up high !! LOL...EGGS ROCKS !!! hahahaa...

cute hor ~~~ hahahaha><.....lalala.....
I m wondering to buy a new phone...haha ><... G705 ?? nice ?? i think not bad ler....hahaha..
NO NOKIAS FOR ME !! I HATE IT....lol...

ADNAN !!!!!!

2009-05-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

Nan, thank you for the presents ><..hahaha..
So shock tht when u pass me the shirt with the " i love myself " words on it....
Gosh, the most suprise thing tht happen when i go san yan....
Just hoping to meet u, but whu knows, u came with presents for me and Christy !! although Eric n Christy told me tht u actually say wat r the words on tht shirt...but duno why, i din catch it....
So i was like wow !! where on earth did u find such shirt for me ><...thank you nan...
I remember i told u tht i love myself more than anything on my birthday last yr right ? and u still remember it tho....
YOU R REALLY A GREAT FREN INDEED !! owez a great fren...
I think u need to thank someone to fetch us there too....without him, we might not meet together...
thank you uncle ~~><

Love the shirt ~~~

Learn to accept everything...

2009-05-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, win o lose just doesn't matter....
The things that are important that is how u treat the competition...
Not as some WAR or something... Not to HATE the competitors...
Is all about how we've try our best before and in the competition....
At least we did it....we know that we've win ourselves...

There's no need to say unfair or to hate other ppls....why dun we try to be fren...
Get their good, exchange opinion... learn from the mistakes and troubles that we've got ourselves in...
I remembered, when i was in the hall...waiting for the results to be out....
I put a smile on my face... not some stinky moody face.... cox i know it, MAY THE BEST WIN....
So just accept everything....Wish the champions good luck....
All the best to them, make Sarawak proud !!

Go Saint Joseph Kuching, Ora Et. Labora !!!
Grab the National Champ Back !!!!

Things happen in sibu....^^

2009-05-25T10:53:00.004+08:00

I think somehow, there's a reason for me to say that we've won the brass band state lvl... at least we do try hard n fight for it.... i know we did try our best, although we've got second place..but then, we have already win in our heart..
Thank You for all the supports from CH ex members, some ppl outside ? hahahaXD...
Thank you everything...
After the comp, i decide to stay back one more day... haha.. guess wat happens ? do u ever think tht i will tell ?? nah, no way..hahahaha...

BUT THEN THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!!!! hahahahaXD.. You know whu u r....lol...

one dark and blurry pic i take in sibu.....the shadow of four person ~~
from the left.... Jane, Christy, Howard ( me ) and a person....=X

Thank you~

2009-05-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel that actually the word Thank you is quite hard to say it out....
Especially the person that u really wanna thank a lot...

Thank you very much... I think that word cannot describe the feeling that i have in my heart...
But the word i can only use is thank you and thank you....
Wonder why u need to help me, giving me chances when i did something wrong...
I realize that i never get the answer...
Some say, why don't you just ask the person...why ?
LOL...its so funny if u met the person and pop out such question right ??
For some reasons i did not wan to know the reasons....
For me, its kinda weird tho...
Why dun just let it be...

I never got the guts to say thank you to the person, mayb i m scared ??
Nah, just don't know why....i just cant say it out....
i didn't know where it starts, but somehow i know where it gonna ends...or its not gonna end...
i owe you the thank you !!

Thank you, thank you very much ~~

I am back !!!

2009-04-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

Finally i got me some time to write something here...haahaXD
Erm...I just came back from spain last wednesday...hahaa..
We've won the champion...the hercules award and the most popular award...haha...
Not bad right..hahaa..

Erm....i cant sleep these few days....haihz...feel so tired...gosh ! JET LAG !!!!
Anyone miss me ?? hahah...i noe there are some ppl whu misses me...LOL.

Guess wat... I've get myself a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 : SENIOR YEAR original Disney DVD in london....I LOVE IT SO MUCH...As everyone can see....Howard Kong Love ONe of te cast from HSM a lot...Guess whu she is!!! the one with all the glamour n spotlights on her....
" Miss Sharpay Evans'' hahahhaXD...she's just fabulous.....WOOT !!! SHE ROCKS !!!

Suddenly ~

2009-03-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

Erm... these few days, i suddenly fell in love with the song " Suddenly " by Ashley tisdale act as the Sharpay Evans in HSM...haha..
The song is so nice...its like describing something going on in our life....
Everyone should go n listen to it...You WILL like it...heheXD

Suddenly people know my name, suddenly everything has changed....
Suddenly i feel so alive, in the blink of an eye...
Suddenly i am center stage, suddenly i am not afraid, suddenly i believe again...
In the blink of an eye, its happening now~~
As my dreams begin to rain, i want to say love me for me, what's inside~~~
I'm gonna be positive, not run away, so much for you, this is life ~~~
My dreams begin to rain~~
Here is her pic >.<...love her so much !!
Ashley Tisdale !!! support u always!!

Those are some parts of lyrics i love the most...
Love me for me ~

Miss me ?? hahaXD

2009-03-09T20:03:00.007+08:00

Wow~
Its been a long long time that i din post anything to my precious bloggy...
haha...So wat can i share here....
Erm...let me think...

Wat am i doing these days ??
Being with my band, for practices...
hahaha...

Last few days, i went to the shop " Optiprimus " to get myself an ipod...
heheheXD...actually i was accompanying my mum to buy a laptop...but we ending buying both of it...>.<.... lets have a look at my baby pod~~ heheXD.. ( its in green, n very attractive )

And this is me mummy buy de laptop >.<

see ?? hahaha>.<

Can i say something..

2009-02-02T22:22:00.003+08:00

Can i say Thank You for accompanying me when i was down ??
Can i say without the supports from you, i wont have wat i have now...

Sometimes just feel tht i need someone to stand besides me..
But i think from now on, i need to stand alone...
Facing everything tht comes against me...
Alone...I hate being alone...
But then, there is someone...
Someone whu always stand besides me...
We do hav the same thoughts, same feeling towards the same thing...

He/She was the person whu noes wat i wanna say when i ask him/her " Can i say something "..
Thank you for being the someone whu stands besides me...
Thank You...

p.s I wont say whu is it...DO NOT ASK ME....>.< (only the person noes)

Cherish something u ever had...

2009-02-01T23:02:00.004+08:00

Erm...few minutes before, i just viewed Christy's blog...
And i realize tht a word tht is quite Important in my life...
THE WORD CHERISH !!!
Can i say i cherish everything tht happened on me n you...
Can i say i cherish everytime tht we spend together...
Can i say i cherish eveything i had before...

Although it might be Short in our life...
But still becox of these small little things tht make me grown up...
Thank you, I will cherish wat i have now...

I cherish it now cox it might not be forever...
I cherish it now cox i know i might lose it anytime...
I cherish it now cox i'm scare to lose it...
I cherish it now cox i think i can't live without it...

Friendship do means a lot to me...
I dun need anything else, except for the word FRIENDSHIP...
"Once in a life time, means there's no second chance"
We only got one chance to have it...Why dun we just cherish n have it but not losing it...

Today is sunday !! school reopens tml...

2009-02-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

Erm... i think i haven't post anything these few days right ??
Since from 26 of Jan till 1 of Feb..hahaha...
Tml school reopens loo...haihz, one week holiday r like so fast to me...
I din feel this holiday was a very memorable holiday...although it almost became one of it...
I've been to christy house like almost everyday...haha...go there play, talk bout SOMETHING PERSONAL, crapping, eating n all sorts of things...
I even went gamble with Yik yuen at Ben chong's house...haha...Kinda fun tho...
Me and christy just got ourselves a new picture tht day at my house...haha..
Let's have a look ~~

Christy !!!!!!!! Can i say SOMETHING ???
U sure noe the answer of this QUESTION...

p.s : i will not announce this answer here...NEVER !!!

Happy Chinese New Yr !! Gong Xi Fa Cai...

2009-01-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Yr to Everyone..>.<
As usual, last night our family had our " Tuan Yuan Fan " at Home...
We play fire crackers like mad last night...haha..
SO SO SO SO NOISY but then Fun...hehe^^
It was nice, i like it a lot..haha..
Have a look at what i had last night ~~

This morning, i wake up at 9.00am...haha...
I receive like so may msg...everyone is like Happy New yr...haha..
Happy Chinese New yr to u guys too...
The first shot for today...it was me myself..hehe^^

and something i just receive moments ago..haha...
One from my uncle whu just left few hours ago, one is my mum's, and one is from my daddy...
Thank you very much >.<...

Lalala...i wan to go out loo... see ya..
hahahhaa... Happy Moo Moo Year...

The birthday tht i celebrate in KL...

2009-01-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

The birthday is my uncle's birthday...
Lalala...Uncle is 18yrs old lo...OLD MAN !!
We went dome to celebrate...But we feel kinda disspointed in the cake...Sobsob..
But then, we still manage to finish the cake that we ordered...haha...

I forgot the cake's name, but this is the picture..haha..

the group photo that we took in dome...

Happy Birthday Uncle ! haha..

My journey in KL...hahaha...

2009-01-25T12:03:00.000+08:00

I was in KL on the 14th of January till the 19th of January...LOL..
Actually i went to KL to accompany my Aunty to have her check up at sunway medical..

But for me, i was on the trip for my New Year Shopping !!! hahaha..

Its fun having shopping there...BUT, my legs are like getting so sore...
Dunno why, maybe am getting older ?? Oh no...Am still young la...
I AM STILL YOUNG... i will never admit that am old !!! hahaha..

Lets share something i've bought in KL:~~

My new shoes !!! hehe^^

the Smallest thing i ever bought in KL:

hhaha...these are the things i bought in KL ?? haha...
yaya...only these...others i think i spend it on food !! haha...

Finally !!!!! i get to on9...

2009-01-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

Finally !!! For a long long long time...I GET TO ON9 !!
For like Ages... i din on9...hahahaha...

I am just back from KL few days ago...On monday...
ahhaha...back in the morning...SO DAMN TIRED...haha..
I've been shopping like mad IN KL !!! haha...
SHOPPING...I LOVE SHOPPING...
Shopping can say as AN IMPORTANT ROLE in HOWARD's LIFE !!! haha..
Without Shopping i MIGHT die...hahha...

After i came back from KL, i was so shock...
I GOT A LOT OF HOMEWORK !! but thank god, i did finish them...hahaha..
these days...there r something quite bothering me...
BUT i wont share here.. only some of my frens o close frens noe wat is happening..
But...thank you...
I think that i just got myself a PERFECT answer...

A smile makes everything go on....

I m totally fed up with streamyx...

2009-01-07T10:40:00.001+08:00

Actually yesterday i was going to post something to my NEW BLOG...
But with no reason the stremayx was like sucking for the whole day...
I cant even on9...this makes me totally fed up with it...DAMN IT !

Ok, back to the main point...ahaha...
Yesterday, my bro left kch for his further studies...
Before he go to the airport, he asked me to follow him to the airport, but i refuse going with him...Cox i know tht i am going to hav tears if i followed him to the airport...
In my expectation, when the car left the house, i cried...sobsob...dunno why...mayb i might be ALONE ?? just wanted to wish him good luck...hehe^^

Life without friends is like the sky without sun...
these words are so meaningful...i saw it somewhere in kch, n i bought it with christy..
We gave it to a special friend...^^
I realize something tht is very important in my life, something i cant lose it...
My friends n My life... thts y i name my blog as '' I'm just hoping for a perfect life ''..

My first Post !!! hahaha...

2009-01-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

This is my first time having a BLOG in my life...
It feels good...but kinda weird...haha...
I do not think tht i can share everything in my blog becox i do need to hv some of my privacy..

Whu influence me to create a blog ?? haha...
The person was a Plankton !! a BIG one..haha...
Thanks to him, i've created a BLOG...haha...

So, today was the first day of school... i feel excited but moody at the same time...
I hope tht i could know wats in my mind...
Mayb its becox i'm form 4 this yr ?? o i'm losing something n someone tht is quite important ??
When i went to the cafeteria in our school, i feel weird...
i remembered last yr, when i came down to the cafeteria....Christy, Sio bee, Xing yee, Jane were like sitting at the table...laughing n eating at the same time...so i think tht this do make me feel weird cox m not going to see them in the school cafeteria agn...sobsob...

But, everyone do hav to go their own way...Good luck...hahaha...